Thank You for everything that You have given to me. Thanks for those who come my way for a certain reason in a short season. You work behind the scenes.
Thanks that I am Your instrument in this short life. Thanks that I have no regrets nor shame nor stress. Especially since I'm an LMT.
I'm going to be 30 next year, Lord.
Have You forgotten me? I'm not meaning to complain...but I do feel lonely...more ways than one.
I do look back, though, and see the "footsteps" in my life. Look at the Great things that You have done for me and still do for me! I have my own business; are You not the One Who brings clients to me? Are You not the One Who provides for me? I'm heading to Cuba soon. I'll be able to pay off my massage school loans next year, and wow!!! That's huge! The massage school told me it'll take me 10 years to pay it off. Next year will only be my 4th year!!! That's a God thing!
God of Heaven's Armies....please help me.
Please help me to just give you my future. It's unseen. It's closed. It's uncertain. It's not here.
So why must I dream? Why desire to get married at times? Why want a house? Why want a relationship with my future husband? Why do I have all these desires?! They'll never come true anyways!
So, Lord, I'll take a deep breath, think of my present, be there for people around me, You be my God, and I rest in Your arms and be refreshed in Your love and be rejuvinated. I'm becoming healthier and more baeutiful in Your arms as I lavish in Your Love!
Thank You Elohim, You saved me. You redeemed me! You guid me. You uphold me! You sustain me! You lead me! You give me! You take from me!
You remember me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU NEVER LEAVE ME!!!!!
AMÉN!!!